I did not start out well....I was cold...I couldn't get my Garmin watch to start...I didn't have my headphones and music ready....all rookie mistakes, I'm sure....finally, things were working. I still wasn't running as I had in training, just couldn't seem to get a rhythm going, but my times were ok....not great, but I was very realistic with this race ~ I just didn't want to have to take the van back (there was a 4 hour time cutoff...if you weren't going to make the time, you had to take a van back to the finish line)....with each mile, I grew more weary, both physically and mentally. I wish I had someone to run with....it was kind of a lonely feeling.
At the 6 mile point, the course turns around and you begin the run back on the Las Vegas Strip. I was then at 7, 8 then 9 miles. The longest I have ever run in my life was 9.5 miles...so when I hit 10 miles, I was done. I saw that my time was going to be ok, and I had to dig deep...I had to find that inner strength that I hear about, and I wasn't sure I had...but I just kept going.
Suddenly, at mile 11 or so ~ my daughter Ashley appeared. She had already finished, but came back to run me in....I hugged her so hard ~ I was really, really struggling at that point, even though I knew the end was sooooo close....everything hurt, my feet, my back, I was done. We started talking about anything but running...our dogs, funny stories....then, there it was ~ the finish...Ashley had to leave, but I could see her, my hubby Rob and Ashley's hubby Jeff on the sidelines...cheering me on...Ashley had told me I had to run (not walk) the final part in...so I did....I did my best to not just burst into tears, several people around me were just crying with happiness...I could see the final time....and I crossed the finish line...I had completed my half marathon after about 55 days of serious training. I didn't quite make the time I had hoped to, but I finished....that was enough for me.
I have been asked why I would want to start running at 50....and I think there are several reasons. I needed a change, something new to do in my life. I needed to get healthy. Also, running in San Diego allowed me to spend some wonderful time outdoors. I think I also needed to prove to myself that I could set a goal and achieve it. I had serious, serious doubts about finishing the marathon....I had doubts that I could actually achieve this goal. I absolutely had to go to a place I had never been to before to find the strength and drive to continue....I also found that my family and friends played a huge role in helping me with this goal. Their support was unwavering and encouraging. If I was feeling nervous, I knew I could write/email/call a friend and they would help me work through what I was feeling. I owe so much of my success to my family and friends and I celebrate and share this success with all of them (you know who you are!!!)....thank you seems so insignificant but I do thank you. I honestly could not have completed this marathon without your help and support.
So, to answer my initial question, I CAN RUN A HALF MARATHON. If I can do it, anyone reading this can do it too...if you have any questions, or want to chat with me about it, I'd love to share my experience with you. Now, on to my next goal....hmmmmmm.
